Exams, Ex-Lovers, and All That Jazz...

Happy 1st of the Month!
A pinch and a punch for the first of the month...

So the day started out with a frenzy of last-minute exam preparation, breakfast, and a kind old chinese taxi driver.
And the way it's heading now, I must say it's getting better and better. (:

Apart from the obvious, 3 down 2 more to go exam sort-of mantra... (Unfortunately I still have two exams left - which I should really be studying for now, but have decided to get this out of the way and then I will begin. Promise.) today's been pretty great.

Forgive me, my friends, who are against me having a relationship with that special someone again. But today, we talked about it even more...
WE HAD LUNCH TOGETHER TODAY.
(I'm sorry KRISTI AND ONNELLA)

Dear KJ and OH,
(and to other best friends who this may apply to JNL, DA, LI, MZL, RH, NM, SC, KYS, AZ, FW... anyone else who I might've missed - sorry)
I know it must be hard for you - I know you both just care about me sooo much, and you know that i've gotten hurt numerous times because of him, yes i've cried over him a lot, yes we argue plenty of times... But no, we never not cared about each other. No, he didn't really mean to end the relationship with me. And no, it's not that easy to forget about each other.

):

With that said, I really hope you don't get too mad at me when I reveal that M and I spent some of the day together, eating lunch and just talking... and that we still treat each other like we're together.
Basically, we're not JUST friends. I mean, technically we are since we're not in an official relationship, but I have to tell you guys that we have something more than that. And we may become a couple again.....?

.......DON'T HIT ME!!

I can just imagine your faces or emotions right now as you read this. And the above is basically what I'll be saying if I were next to you. Because I'll know you want to punch me.
But luckily, i'm far away.
And i'll take your evil glares tomorrow.
But for now, 'read' me out. (:
Hahaha get it?

So, my darling chicas, I just really want you to know this. I know you'll still be my friends no matter what, and you'll be there for me. No questions asked.
Wait, no, I have a question. Will you forgive me though?

Sigh. Don't worry sweeties. In time you'll learn to like him again (if he and I decide to be together again) and it'll be all aalllllrrrrrriight..
If not, I give you guys (Jan Nee, Kristi, Onnella) exclusive permission to beat him up.
And I shall help you. (;

I love you girls, with all my heart.
I know you'll be happy for me, if i'm happy, no matter what.

Love, Iris.